So i guess that date is not an official Valentines date. Last year, i was mending a broken heart, i tried to date someone 2 days after Feb 14. We didn’t exactly dated, i can’t even call it a date, she was 4 fukin hours late. I nearly killed myself that time. life last year was complicated.

Months before February (this year), i was thinking of asking someone, maybe invite her for a dinner on the 14th, say watch a movie or just hangout. But circumstances and some attitude thingy started to crash the relationship that i was trying to build. Final decision, i dated someone else. Now i’m back to square one.

Caller: Hello, si Madam Auring po ba ‘to?
Madam Auring: Si Madam Auring nga ito, sino po sila?
Caller: Hulaan mo…

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Malabanan: Malabanan Services.. hellow?
Caller: Padeliver ako ng Mineral water.

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JINKY: Manny, kung magkaka-anak uli tayo ano magandang name?
MANNY: Hmm… eh di combine nalang name natin.
JINKY: Magandang idea yan… anong name naman?
MANNY: “Manky”!

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Mag-asawa nag-aaway…..

BABAE: Punyeta ka!
LALAKI: Punyeta ka rin!
BABAE: Tarantado ka!
LALAKI: Tarantado ka rin!
BABAE: Demonyo!
LALAKI: Demonyita ka naman!
BABAE: SUPOT!
LALAKI: Kase naman Love, sorry na…..

Ako: ba’t feeling ko eh andito ka sa Pinas recently..

Siya: Madam Auring, ikaw ba yan?

Siya: Am still here. My grandfather passed away.

Ako: my sincere condolences

Siya: thanks kuyang

Ako: di ka man lang nagsasabi.. eh di sana nakapag-plano ako ng date natin..

Siya: i thought you’re not interested anymore

Ako: tumaba ka na kasi kaya di nako interesado.. just kidding..

Siya: haha hindi kaya. sabi nga ng mga relatives ko pumayat ako. pero I know I am not the tall, tanned and sexy na gusto mo haha kala mo di ko alam yon

Ako: nakikita lang ng mata ang tall, morena and sexy, in due time ay magiging kulubot na tall din yan.. or kulubot na morena or kulubot na sexy yan..

Ako: what’s really impt eh yung nakakasundo mo right?

Siya: Hehe hindi, naging busy din kc masyado. Madaming nangyari. Di ko man lang nga naramdaman na nagbakasyon pala ako.

Ako: i know the feeling.. there are times na ultimo pinakamaliit na bagay eh sayo pa iaasa..

Siya: oo nga eh. sobrang pagod ko these past 3 weeks. pero di naman ako nagrereklamo. I am happy na nakakapagserve naman ako sa family ko. dati kc tingin nila sa akin baby na kailangan lagi alagaan eh. at least now eh kasama na ako lagi sa decision making

Ako: ano number mo.. call kita minsan

Ako: pero ayos lang if u dont want to

Siya: di ko natatandaan number ko. text kita mamaya, send mo number mo sa akin. may binili lang ako at dumaan sa internet shop.

Siya: haha ngaun ko lang nabasa yung second line. andrama nito. ikaw kaya dyan ang suplado.

Siya: kuyang, have to go na. bye bye na.

Ako: ingat lagi ateng

Ako: pakisabi sa lola get well soon

after that conversation.. i went back to work wearing a smile. wala naman.. naalala ko lang ung dati

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DAISY
by Brand New

[Recording:]
And we sing this morning that wonderful and grand old message.
I don’t know about you but I never get tired of it
Number 99: Just As I Am.

I’m a mountain that has been moved
I’m a river that is all dried up
I’m an ocean nothing floats on
I’m a sky that nothing wants to fly in
I’m a sun that doesn’t burn hot
I’m a moon that never shows it’s face
I’m a mouth that doesn’t smile
I’m a word that no one ever wants to say…

[Child speaking:]
I don’t wanna be,
He wasn’t finding anybody when he was on the shelf
I saw him in my dream

I’m a mountain that has been moved
I’m a fugitive that has no legs to run
I’m a preacher with no pulpit
Spewing a sermon that goes on and on…

Well if we take all these things and we bury them fast
And we’ll pray that they turn into seeds, to roots and then grass
It’d be all right, it’s all right, it’d be easier that way
Or if the sky opened up and started pouring rain
Like he knew it was time to start things over again
It’d be all right, it’s all right, it’d be easier that way

Well if we take all these things and we bury them fast
And we’ll pray that they turn into seeds, to roots and then grass
It’d be all right, it’s all right, it’d be easier that way
Or if the sky opened up and started pouring rain
Like he knew it was time to start things over again
It’d be all right, it’s all right, it’d be easier that way

Agent: hello…hindi ka naman na nagtext
Richard: nawala sa isip ko
Richard: saka makati kc
Richard: kelan ka pwede ulit?
Richard: pwede bang ortigas na lang para half way

Agent: sat?
Richard: not sat kasi may lakad ako
Agent: sige

Agent: bukas kasi hindi ko sure kung tuloy yung client ko ng hapon eh
Agent: pero pag hindi, pwede din bukas
Richard: sige i-confirm ko
Richard: hehe
Agent: sure
Richard: or bukas
Agent: text you later kung ok bukas

Tinatamad ako pumunta ng Makati. One obvious reason.. malayo kasi and sobrang traffic dun. I remember when i was still in Makati.. trip going to MRT Buendia from Chino Roces would take me at least 1 hour. Eh kung lalakarin ko un wala pang 30 mins.

Agent: kung bukas mga 4pm siguro?
Richard: i have work
Richard: waa
Richard: di pwede 4

Agent: bukas siguro, ok?
Richard: sige ganito
Agent: anong oras if ever?
Richard: after office
Agent: sige
Richard: around 6:30
Agent: pwede
Richard: ortigas area
Richard: kahit shangrila na lang

My office is within ORTIGAS… i am not in the mood to go out of the way for a 30 minute meeting only. Wahahaha. Andemanding ko na yata.. naawa tuloy ako sa Agent ko..

Agent: Aruba, metrowalk?
Agent: Metrowalk na lang?
Richard: gigimik?
Richard: lols
Agent: hindi, kasi meet ko din client ko dun, owner ng Aruba
Richard: nubayan
Richard: hmm
Agent: hahahahahaa
Agent: sige…text text

Ortigas nga ung Area… anlayo naman! Actually medyo malapit na yun sa akin.. It’s a 10 minute walk away from office. Eh wala ako sa tamang huwisyo eh.

Richard: kelan ka available ulet ng after 6pm weekdays… ortigas shaw area?
Agent: next week na
Agent: bukas na lang? ayaw mo?
Richard: sige next week na lang
Agent: bukas na lang
Richard: bukas after office
Agent: yup

Di pa rin alam kung next week or the next day.

Agent: saan ba kasi office mo?
Richard: pero wag naman metrowalk
Agent: malayo ba sa Metrowalk
Richard: sa ***** ako
Agent: ok fine…shang na lang
Agent: ay…wag pala dun, trapik

And obviously, my agent can’t decide as well.. wala ni isa sa amin ang may balak mag-give in..

Agent: podium or emerald avenue na lang
Richard: san ka ba manggagaling nun
Agent: makati ako manggagaling
Agent: eh kasi pupunta din ako ng metrowalk
Agent: gusto ko sana lakarin na lang
Richard: next week na lang
Richard: hehehe
Richard: text text
Richard: :D

Magulo.. ako rin naguguluhan na sa sarili ko.. naguguluhan na rin ako sa kanya.. haha.

Richard: tinatamad ako pag malayo eh
Agent: saan ka ba kasi manggagaling?
Agent: anong lugar?
Agent: gusto mo puntahan na lang kita sa office?
Richard: im not really feeling good the past few days
Richard: ok lang sa office
Agent: or next week na lang
Agent: saan ba?
Richard: next week na lang
Richard: Shang
Agent: sure
Richard: sige sige
Richard: text text
Agent: sige

Bottomline.. walang napuntahan ung usapan. We didn’t really decide on a final schedule. Hindi ko alam kasi magulo pa ang utak ko. I am used to fixing my schedules but this time.. bokya ako. Hindi ko rin sya mabigyan ng definite na araw because i want time for myself at the moment.

Last Tuesday, because i told my friends partial of my story, that i am fucked up, that i was fucked up badly, they decided to ask me out for an ANTIPOLO getaway this weekend. Para naman daw malibang ako. My friend asked me .. what happened daw.. sabi ko.. ayaw ko muna ikwento ung detalye… i’m kinda lost right now and i want to keep this on my own for the mean time. Ung isa nag-yayaya ng inuman. Pero sakin na lang muna to.. im quite okay already… and in a matter of days… possibly weeks… I’ll be someone better.

Pustahan? 

Now i am torn of not going home to La Union because of her. bahala na!