BLUE !DEAS

having second thoughts of posting this one. walang kwenta kasi. but i’ll post it anyway :glee:

JANUARY
a month of tears. a month of regeneration. a month of moving on. a love lost on the first month of 2009. giving up for someone you loved so dearly isn’t elementary. until i managed to put a step forward, like a baby learning how to walk. a step at a time, until you realize that you’re walking again.. moving forward.. sprinting to a new finish line.

FEBRUARY
healing is certain. the body will heal. the soul will recover. the heart will continue to beat. dating someone helped me recover from a past heartbreak. i dated. yes. but no serious thingy about anything. i learned to continue with something real called life.

MARCH
sleep issues. i’ve been having less and less sleep every single day the past few months. march was another leap as i managed to give priority to a thing i value most, sleep. on that note, i have required myself to wake up early and be on time for work every single day. i got a Perfect Attendance for this month in my company, something i didn’t expect. but issues with my regularization as an employee with this company i am working with came along. thought i didn’t deserve another contract.

APRIL
Holy week. a trip with good friends to Sagada. nth travel to VIGAN. a week long vacation with my family. a month like no other. April was a blast. ’nuff said.

MAY
the heartbreaker. the offer. the contract. a former flame came back to recover a friendship lost. tried to bring back things like they used to but realized in the end that drinking from a broken goblet glass will just puncture your lips more. i got an offer from a boss overseas.. thought of it a million times but decided to just stay with the current. got a new contract with this company.

JUNE
i remember YOU. i remember asking you – “Anong oras na Jan?” It was june 6.

JULY
you start to fancy this person. then a blockade starts to build before your very eyes. there’s nothing you can do but watch it build up. there’s nothing you can do but be left behind. i remembering playing “Wall in your heart” because it fits what the heart tells me. july is the month when i created my twitter account.

AUGUST
travel month. First time in Quezon. Second time in Palawan. a post birthday celebration

SEPTEMBER
birthday month. a month of grieving. just when the celebration heats up. a bad news came in. the passing of a mom who loved her son’s so dearly. it was the saddest day of my life. with her untimely death, i came to know her more based on stories from people i rarely talk to. moving on was hard. finances got screwed.

OCTOBER
travel going home was almost weekly. henyetah worked double time. a moving on month. a much deserved out of the country trip was canceled because of financial and scheduling problems. October like no other. a renewed friendship with the heart-breaker.

NOVEMBER
the first All Saints Day for my mom. life is now normal.

DECEMBER
last month. nothing new really. will be celebrating Christmas eve with friends. New years with family.

so there. a review for 2009 na walang kwenta.

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