woke up at an ungodly hour by a very bad dream
i was in tears.
first time in bed without my dad beside me since mom passed away
i was alone.
never felt so alone my entire life
crying for a reason i do not know
then a realization came in
i was talking during my sleep
calling my Papang
shouting his name
i checked my phone
then i saw an old text message from Mamang
now i miss her
i’m missing my mom for the first time
so this is how it feels to lose a mom
this is how it feels to lose a loved one