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Archive for October, 2009
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Tuesday, October 27th, 2009daisy
Tuesday, October 27th, 2009walk
Monday, October 19th, 2009everybody’s hustlin’ going to work while i just ignore them like they don’t exist. i walk the tight streets with thoughts on recent events. for years i never imagined my life in distress as i have always been fixed, systematical and receptive.
i came home mixed up, financial matters screwed, work piled to heavens and some hoo-ha i do not even care. People are now looking for the old guy back. The carefree guy who’s talent is laugh and banter. I’m still the same old happy-go-lucky-guy, at times spaced out, but still the slick and vocal chum you always knew.
for someone with a strong mind losing his past. No matter how steadfast he is, no matter how eternal his optimism is, will crumble. (more…)
a candle for her
Wednesday, October 14th, 2009
one month na 
my immortal
Monday, October 12th, 2009one of the best scenes in smallville… now i can relate… pwera sa snow at kay Lionel Luthor :bop:
http://blog.richardorlino.com/downloads/my_immortal.flv
good morning reader 
effort at efflaine ;)
Friday, October 9th, 2009
after thinking, weighing, rethinking, reweighing and all shit. i decided not to go. i decided not to be with friends because of financial and emotional matters i need to attend.
and i don’t want to put much drama on this thing. wala.. sayang lang.. natapos sana ang isa sa wishlist ko. andun na sana ako at nagpapaka-tourist.. :glee:
there will be next time, nevermind the “now” what’s important are the matters that i am about to clear and finish. first thing’s first kumbaga. i should know my priorities, besides ubos na ang leave ko… my boss would go kung-fu on me if i ask another vacation. sayang.. makakapunta ulit sana ako sa effort… at makakasakay ng efflaine 
kaya Kuya Kim, Ate Ana, at Munding.. enjoy n’yo na lang dyan, pasalubong 
isa pang biktima ni Ondoy
Thursday, October 8th, 2009
hindi ko man lang naramdaman na may ganito palang pelikula na pinalabas dito sa Metro Manila :glee:
nag-fiesta na naman yata ang mga langaw :rotfl:
ondoy in the city
Thursday, October 8th, 2009
kanina pa akong uwing-uwi
Wednesday, October 7th, 2009kanina pa akong uwing-uwi. i have a dinner with good friends later and a possible “medyo-medyo-inuman” with a tropa if the first lakad finishes early. my head is loaded with thoughts, work related and i want to go home at this point in time already.
i am writing this entry because i want to clear some space in my head. i’ve been working the whole freakin’ day.. with some petiks on the side of course. lol. but this module i am trying (read: trying) to finish today ate up most of my petiks time.
any moment now, i may go ballistic.. or maybe not.
september 26
Wednesday, October 7th, 2009woke up at an ungodly hour by a very bad dream
i was in tears.
first time in bed without my dad beside me since mom passed away
i was alone.
never felt so alone my entire life
crying for a reason i do not know
then a realization came in
i was talking during my sleep
calling my Papang
shouting his name
i checked my phone
then i saw an old text message from Mamang
now i miss her
i’m missing my mom for the first time
so this is how it feels to lose a mom
this is how it feels to lose a loved one