BLUE !DEAS

I am going to writ this enty plain and smple. Sacrifices are made beause they are considered necessry and i guess this surreder which i am about to decide on will lock doors even burn briges. A ruthless point of my life where I have to act on something I neve thought I will. This is the point whre I shut my eyes for the mean time. Wll be opening again when the fire is gone. I will make no drama, no issues and no whatsoever. I am thinking aloud and this is the best decision that I can make for now.  Thank you for the journey.. and the experiences beyond.
We will see each other again.

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Teka.. di ito paalam. FYI.

A friend asked me if in case our paths cross again, will i give the past a second chance? Will our failed relationship have another chapter?

For a second i didn’t know what to answer. Oo nga no? So i asked myself.. are you worth my second chance? So I opened the idea of bringing us back together… thought of the past to be something worth mending, until i gave my friend an idea how our relationship crashed, how miserable i was that time. Thoughts of the past started to march, pain after the other and lies in between.

After a very long exchange of experiences, I told my friend to ask me the question again.

Friend: Kung magkikita ulit kayo? Magkakabalikan ba ulit? meron bang chance na magign kayo ulit?

I gave him a firm no.

sakit na naman ng ulo? di bale na lang uy!

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