BLUE !DEAS

I can’t help but worry and think. Pinanganak yata akong praning lols, or is it because it’s my personality, that i think a lot. Ibig bang sabihin nun matalino ako.. hehehe. So there.. every issue that passes me by i just can’t stop but to analyze and think.. tulad ng mga kung ano ano..

Ano ano sa mga relasyon:
January was a sad month.. i didn’t cry a river though… pero umiyak din. It was one of my lowest pagdating sa mga relasyon but then i realized that there’s no other way but to move on. Eh ano ngayon kung ayaw na nya sa akin? At least i tried saving the relationship, i did my part and hell.. i was really pushing it. You keep banging your head until it bleeds and then you realize… yes.. suffering is optional (gasgas na linya ko na ito actually ). Then you wake up, as if nothing had happened. Kunyari di kayo nagmurahan, kunyari di ka naging bitter and kunyari di ka nasaktan. You learn to ignore things, you start to ignore the past as if that someone never walked this earth, and then you’d think.. life is simple so why start complicating it? Buti pa ang mga langgam.. walang problema masyado.. Sana naging langgam na lang ako.. :rotfl:

That ends another chapter. Then you begin working on another one. This time you are more aware.. kaya alam mo na.. you tend to limit things.. you start to put a borderline… bawal tumawid.. nakakamatay! (ala MMDA)… More vigilant kumbaga.. no more Mr. All-Mine-To-Give.. nek nek nyo… :bop: . Nah… if there’s one thing i learned from relationships.. it is loving someone without having to think of other people. It is something everyone should do.. loving someone and being loved is such an experience we shouldn’t just ignore. If you love someone.. tell them (them == as in marami) how you feel. Baka bukas maging abo na lang sya.. sayang naman, di mo nasabi ang nararamdaman mo. Nevermind the after effects.. never mind the pain it will cause you… don’t regret the sacrifices you’ve made.. kasama naman yan eh.. Ang importante.. nagmahal ka.. ang masama.. ay kung ikaw lang ang nagmahal. Emo alert! Emo Alert! :glee:
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