BLUE !DEAS

This is a rant. And when i say this is a rant, i fukin say it is. And i curse people because they fukin deserve it.

I recently learned some “disturbing” facts about people who have been in-a-way close to me. I started imagining that i could somehow trust “them,” at least because i thought i can. It appears that “they” cannot be trusted in anyway whatsoever, the matriarch wasn’t the goodie goodie queen i thought she was. And here’s the story, at least a chunk of what’s left of it from my head, my part? Call me ORB, and i did some necessary upgrades :

Four months ago, a fiasco broke loose within the planet perpetrated by a long time nemesis. Some members of the council were raided vigorously by a cluster of Clones from another world. As more and more members get caught up.. most of them retaliated the way they know best. Some neos try to show aggression but they aren’t trained well enough so they could not counter each attack properly the way elders do. Some elders like ORB who have been into slumber, suddenly resurfaced to bring justice and get even with the foe. Successful but not quite.

They (Clones) have weapons of Mass Destruction. They cannot be defeated. The Queen, however powerful enough, appeared frail, always hiding under the tables to avoid toxic attacks. She cannot take it. She was evidently… literally…. worthless. The Ministry Council, nonetheless, created a group of fully skilled elders to stop the obliteration of their planet.

They have an idea that the attack was supported by a Minister, more or less. Little did they know that this member was under control by the enemy. Let’s call him Nebus. He is a trusted Minister of the Queen. He keeps an unlawful affair with a soldier named Noza from the southern part of the planet. Noza isn’t the soldier you’d expect him to be, he has his integrity wiped out from him, and nobody trusts him except Nebus. He transferred to the Kingdom to fight alongside with Nebus. Though their affair was undisclosed, the clones knew about it and took benefit of this piece of information to hold them up.

The clones headed by a villainous Ape, started the assault by transforming into a different species. The council was distressed. Fighting with something they cannot see was not anticipated. The Ape appeared victorious, thanks to the aid of Nebus and Noza. Nebus and Noza were able to supply powerful ammo the Ape could use to his gain. Nebus, cautious as he is, does not want his illicit bond with Noza be known all over the Planet. It will break his social class, more so his arrangement with the council, he will not be valued enough to direct the council under the Queen’s throne. His veracity will be wiped out, same as what Noza got a year ago.

The Ape was blinded by greed, very hungry he wants everything, and Nebus was a willing victim in exchange for the APEs silence, Nebus was supportive in whatever the clones require in exchange for his dark secret being uncovered. He did it for himself only, to guard his interest, to save his only love Noza. He will do everything in exchange for the downfall of the Council and the Planet as well. He did it for his own good.. for his own good only.

With countless attacks launched by the clones, the Planet was devastated, yet the council, including ORB showed no defeat despite deaths in all places. ORB was sturdy, he was indestructible, and he is a member of an alliance stronger than the Queen’s Council. This alliance wanted to bring justice against the crime made by the clones. ORB was responsible in pointing one traitor, very close but he was keen on tracking the mastermind. He did not know that Nebus was the traitor. He did not know that Nebus and lover NOZA were responsible.

The princess, kept mum about the attack, but she suspects NOZA, a close ally of hers was one evident accessory to the attack. Noza learned about her precious judgment and he sought to get revenge against her. ORB nonetheless decided to protect her Princess. Burned the ties he had with NOZA, and chaos within the Planet started.

The QUEEN heard about the concern within the council, the PRINCESS against NOZA, ORB versus NOZA, and now the QUEEN against ORB and his allies. The QUEEN learned about the illicit affair of NOZA and NEBUS as well as their disgusting alliance with the APE.

Turmoil has reigned over the Planet, many were lifeless because of the assault, but the QUEEN and some of her Ministry decided to shelter NEBUS without proper justice. And until now, nobody knows what took place, what the truth brings to other members. ORB unsuspectingly learned the QUEENS unlikely decision, including her extreme dislike to him and his Allies.

He was sickened with everything that has taken place, ORB decided to leave the Planet and live a new life leaving the Queens deadly plasticity and uselessness.

That ends the very complicated story. I have skipped some parts to protect some identity.

In this online world that we virtually live, many or shall I say most virtual personalities cannot be trusted. They base only on what they see online. They judge you based from what they think even if they haven’t met you personally. They tend to create a new image of you based on hearsay and sheer guesses.

I am disappointed with someone i thought was an ally. She was well respected because she is. But then again, me being Mr. Skeptical.. or maybe because when i first met her, she wasn’t the person i imagined her to be. Aminin ko na, she was waaaaayyyyy different from what i heard compared to what i saw. So there, i kept my force field on whenever i communicate with her.. playing safe when needed. Until i learned something she said something about me i didn’t like. She wasn’t a personal friend. Actually i only met her four times and we never had the time to talk heart to heart, not even personal matters, i bet she doesn’t even know how old i am, so imagine how distant our relationship is. Now everything went as i’ve imagined, she told things even my best of friends would not dare think of, not even myself would think.

I have slashed the tie that bonded us, like what other friends did. You can’t build a family if the insides of your house is blinded by distrust, disgust, and misunderstanding. I just hope NEBUS and NOZA will correct everything they did, say sorry to those who were affected, including me.

Oh damn! That’s not me wishing them good luck, I hope they die with AIDS, they’re a bunch of traitors, I hope they burn in hell, and I hope they get what they deserve.. KARMA! And the Queen, I hope she gets a good night sleep everyday. Damn.. I hope she gets a curse, never to sleep again. Buset!