BLUE !DEAS

Today is December 1, 2007. This entry was posted at exactly 12:00 AM Saturday. It is the first day of December, the last month of the year. We have exactly 25 days before Christmas, 31 days before the year ends and i feel my yearly Christmas blues already.

I rarely celebrate my Christmas Eve with a lot of enthusiasm as compared to my New Years. I just thought if I’d go home to La Union and celebrate Christmas there.. it would still be like my previous Christmas years.

This year… I want to celebrate my own Christmas, spend it with my own gusto, or probably sleep it na lang because the next day Christmas is over, just like that. There are sure reasons why i don’t wanna go home (province) this season..

** I don’t have my best friends in La Union. I’d be celebrating Christmas again.. alone.. Watching a movie… drinking my own beer.. While my mom sleeps pretending it’s just a regular night.
** I’d be freaking bored with no one to talk to except my mobile phone. and..
** The same boring yearly Christmas eve… eat… drink .. sleep… fuckin’ useless.

This year.. i expect a little excitement. Not! I just don’t want to go home. Listed below are my grown up Christmas list (short term version) that I have been contemplating about for a few months already.

And I just don’t know how to get them started.

** I have been really working tough to get this condo unit and I just wish I get to move in before Christmas. I don’t wanna engage myself from all those “moving in issues” I want to settle on early on which particular furniture I’m going to carry and those I will dispose of.
with that.. I am also hoping my PAG-IBIG loan gets approved ASAP!
** I wish that DESTINY INTERNET provides their cable internet around my area.
** And because I am a loveless fat ass this season.. sana sagutin ako ng mahal ko, paging *toot* so that I don’t have to agonize anymore, sya na mag-wo-worry sa akin, haha!
** I also would like my mom to value me better, that’s why I act so mutinous the previous months. I wish she’d appreciate me more. Uha! Uha! Uha! haha
** My dad has been under the weather these past few months. I want him to get well.
** I wish I could have a glimpse of her.
** More gifts to receive.. nyahaha!

Ayun.. It’s the time of the year, kain kain.. bakasyon.. lamon.. tulog.. inom. A vacation I’ve always wanted!

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