oh.. love…

Because of some freakin’ survey… some got ballistic! I didn’t how to react at first ‘coz i didn’t know the reason was.. then i realized… fuck! ‘yung survey pala yun…. What can i do? I just answered the questions honestly…
What can you do if you said.. you are trying to save the relationship by keeping yourself eons away from her… does she even think it’s easy for me to do that? For me to just let it fade away… sending myself to oblivion. It is sad because i know i’ve started to love her.. Oh yeah! I do care… i even thought of surprising her, visiting her.. yung tipong magugulat na lang! This is what i get everytime that scheming cupid hits me with his freaking arrow. Haven’t told her how i feel… eto na naman ako…. how can i if she won’t even allow herself to be loved.
Damn! I hate dramas… I hate hating myself whenever i fall inlove.. i hate falling inlove… oh love.
If ever you are reading this.. i’m so sorry for feeling this stupid.. for feeling such.. for caring… for getting myself addicted, for telling you im interested…. (naknampooh! drama talaga!)
I do miss you!
i need some medication…….