BLUE !DEAS

Uneasy.. errr… unwell.. pwede ring fucked up… i’ve been mixed-up lately and I don’t wonder why. I’m perfectly sane but I couldn’t care less. These past few days have been so freakin’ unhealthy lalo na sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin.

I’m missin’ someone right now.. but I chose to leave her alone. I tried to control everything but all went to nothing. So there… I’m dealing with a trial… I can’t handle. I’m used to handle things very well… pero this time.. I’ve lost…miserably. Maybe because she affected me too much, or maybe something deeper. She trusted me and I took it for granted… I miss her naughty remarks, I miss the times she would engage in simultaneous text messaging with me… no moment missed.

It’s so nice to meet other people who enjoys simple fun. Who carries things as they are. Someone who does not complicate your life. Someone who you don’t reason out with… and someone that gives you the totality of yourself. But those are just for the simple reason that you are “just” good friends, perhaps.